kay i just came back at around 8:30. suprisingly my parents didnt scold. but obviously not. cos i wasnt like out slacking. i was apparently studying in school which was quite good.

tday had english in the morning. her lessons are always boring. then we went to groups and she came around to check our hmw. gowri and i didnt do frm my group. she HAD to ask me first luhh! then she asked the class who else didnt do. and everyone stood up except 3 ppl. how sad. her reactions didnt change as usual. she smiled while scolding us. -_-"!

then had tamil which was okay. quite fun cos kept laughing and all. understood abit of the compre now. with the help of mind-maps. then had recess where i was being EXTRA careful. haha. still planning on my deals vk. watch out! (: hahaha.

went late for ART! woots! i love ms hoe. she's damn nice to us. eventhough we climb over her head. i pormised to her i'll do art and prove that i'm not wasting time. and i have to get all the pictures printed!
went for AVA after art for assembly.
then AGM. then went back to class. i was being persuaded by mathevi and all to follow them to eunos for fun. and alicia all wanted to go queensway. sorry plans were canceled due to some problems. hahaha.
saw shab,adela and shahira. followed shab and adela to the canteen. then they left for their CCA while i sat in the canteen and studied.
uh vk is damn mean luh. haha. kidding. but i'm sorry kay. knowing my reactions are slow, i was quite blur when you came up to me. haha.
at around 6 plus, adela came back but they were doing the total defence day thing. i helped too! basketballers better thank me kay!? hahaha. kidding. i was willing to treat the ppl around adela's table cos they kept saying they were hungry but adela kept refusing. haha(:
left at around 6:40 plus with shab and adela.
thanks to shab and adela for following me to the bus stop.


kay i can accept your apology. but wht you guys did was really hurting. i mean i didnt utter a word into jane's ear. you can go and ask her. and you guys had to assume i was talking abt it. and even if you'll didnt assume it, i had no idea why you'll had to suddenly talk abt it. and stop saying that you'll werent talking abt me. it was damn obvious it was abt me. if it's not, then promise upon your loved ones its not me. i mean i know its me then you'll wanna lie abt it somemore.
i cant get it into your heads kay but i dunt think its ever right to discriminate a person who is like that. its really mean. and if it was your close friend who changed, then instead of disowning that person, i'd probably accept my friend for who she is and help her for what she is going through? you'd never know wht that person has gone through to change like that? you guys call yourselves friends but never could understand what a person who has been with you'll for 5 years go through? yeah i might seem to be very happy on the outside but i'm not. there's loads running through my mind kay.
if what i said could help you understand that wht you guys said really hurt me then good for you. but if still isnt that understanding, then i'd advice you to approach instead of ever talking abt it behind my back. i dunt wanna hear stuff like that anymore. like i said, i accept your apology and i'd be normal but its difficult to recover from something so hurting a 5 yr friendship could do in just a few words. please understand me for who i am and not what you'll want me to be. i'd really appreciate that.

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