Tuesday, January 29, 2008
7:25 PM
kay like wht i tld kirthi and vk,
i was practically crying today. cos its not me when i keep failing my test and all. and i just cant take it luhh. its like failing all my test for the first time in a straight row. its just not me. and the teachers keep expecting alot cos they think i can do better. i know i can do better i just need space and time. they just dunt understand. i'm like such a loser to cry but its depressing.
anw dunt wanna talk abt it. thanks to everyone who kinda consoled me.
uhh tday had maths which triggered my anger. i shouted at mrs low. kay i apologize and i know you're not gonna read this blog. but i feel less guilty when i keep saying sorry!
then had geog where gamar, atiqah, charis, michelle and alicia talked nonsense which calmed me down alott. then we decided to have steamboat for CNY on wednesday nxt week. class gathering(:
then had PE. which caused me depression AGAIN!
he gave me a freaking D for table tennis. like which idiot would give D for table tennis! like HELLO! i wanted to smack him on the face? everyone either got C, D or E. like WHAT right!?
then had recess.
had english after that. i drew paul frank(:
hahaha.
came back for chem class. kay i wouldnt wanna embarass hannah. so i dunt wanna say wht happened in chem class. hahaha. but it was damn funny.
had lunch after that. gamar tricked me into getting wet in the rain luhh. haha. then we kept singing the bleeding love song!
kay i think we humiliated ourselves in the canteen.
had physics. i was okay for awhile then i broke down ):
kay skip! haha dunt wanna talk abt it. had lunch with adela and shabnam in the canteen. helped the juniors with their tamil. then went to raffles club with shabnam to meet my dad. THANKS SHAB! for following (:
then went in. sat there for awhile. waited for my dad. then drove back home (:
damn tired.
kay i shall take leave now!